I did the unthinkable today and I am still shaking. I went
skydiving
and challenged my life-long fear of heights. Although I've been on
airplanes and in many skyscraper buildings, I can't rid myself from the shaky and
nauseating feelings I get when I am simply looking out the windows of either a high
rise building or an airplane. But today I thought, as per my goal of changing and enriching my life while here in Australia, I am going
to face my greatest fear and
overcome it once and for all. Other than my other (and very severe) fear of spiders. That one I can't "let go" of just yet.
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| The anticipation begins to freak me out and as per typical Melissa behaviour, I start laughing uncontrollably to deal with my large amount of anxiety. |
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| At this point I can feel tears beginning to swell in my eyes because we could jump at any moment. |
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| We just jumped. You can still see the wing of the plane. It's 14,000 feet in the air and I feel a rush of harsh wind at zero degrees hit my face and curse words begin flowing out of my mouth. |
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| Believe it or not, I was beginning to get used to this drop! But I hate drops on roller coasters still. Well, maybe not anymore? I'll have to test that theory at some point. |
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| At this point I'm yelling, "I can't believe I did this, I'm absolutely, ridiculously insane!" |
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| The parachute goes up and I am enjoying some scenic views. |
Yup, I mastered my fear of heights quite successfully. Bucket list item completed. Check.
xo Melissa